I Don't Understand...

Sigh... i dunno wat else to say about my life...
Getting miserable...
Sometimes i felt tat i m used by ppl surroundings...
When i m useless to them...
I will be outcasted....
Is ok... i might not be doing great now...
But i can guarantee to u guys tat tis time i will do better than last time...
I'M NOT A FAILURE!!!

Got scolded from parents again....
Wat izzit tis time?..
Owh.... brother got results....
Wat to do with me?...
Very simple...
He got bad results is also equals to my fault...
Because they blamed me for letting him playing games or watching me playing games until late at nite...
And so the following day he wont have enough energy to do his studies....
Teacher started complaining he not doing homework and always sleepy in the class...
MY FAULT??...
HELLO??...
PLEASE UPDATE!!!

I have already stop playing games u all know ar?...
Dunno....
Wat m i for u parents?...
Gamer?... Slacker?....
I STARTED TO CHANGE WEI!!!

His results bad my fault?...
Wat if my results are bad?...
WHOSE FAULT?!!!

I might be a gamer... a fucker... a slacker or wateva...
Sry to make u parents to have bad images on me la...
But right.... Ppl can change u know??...
Tis time i might doing bad for my academics...
I shall say sorry...
But i did put in effort...
Just maybe is not enough....
I will do my best next time....
Give me time to change from an asshole to a useful person la!!!
I did advised brother to study...
U all know or not?...

I teach him how to play game?....
Good 1.... I like the idea....
Y m i wasting my time to type over here where no one show concern about it?!
Nvm forget about it....
Wasting my time and effort...

"SPOILT BRAT FOREVER A SPOILT BRAT, NO CURE!!!"


P/S: Thanks for some ppl around me who actually care about me.... I will know who cares about me and who dun.... Thank you.... :)
Especially U my dear... Thank you.... ^^








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